Holiday~~

Im thanking God so so much now cos its the holidays,a season to be jolly but yet i dont feel jolly at all..i feel bleh~~ its good that i dont have to think about school for a while..NOT!!i have class to attend to and have to start studying for my AS in june..sigh~my life~how miserable..

Anyway..im gonna have my driving exam this thursday..im practically freaked out,hopefully i passed it and get my car..just totally the one thing i look forward to..

Im going double dating with lisah and wafi tomorrow,im just so happy for lisah!!!and i just cant wait to go out tomorrow and witness their first date..i feel like a mother watching her daughter on her first day of school..haha..

Lastly i wanna thank my friends who are so concerned about me..im trying my nest to cope with things right now..vien like you,i chose to be in denial..and im really sorry for not being there for you to rant on or anything..feel free to join my bubble and we can talk..

Shin..thank you so so much for calling me the other night..i so needed to tell you everything and my confessions..hahaha..thanks for being there..

HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE AND TO MY BELOVED UKIANS HAPPY EASTER!!

Dejavu

How is it possible when things are at the peak of perfection,you fall all the way down again?i till this day cannot understand why..i have been living in a bubble lately,mostly under depression..its hard when someone takes a good thing away from you..im trying my best to make ends meet..struggling really hard..i wonder if its all worth it to be in so much pain when all this time i ask for so little..

i wonder if its so hard to seek comfort and be loved?will things ever be the same again?im still wondering..

i would like to thank the lovers for the advice and comfort..shin,vien and lisah..thank u guys for listening to me rant..

i think this post is just so crap but whatever..

im out..