Holiday~~

Im thanking God so so much now cos its the holidays,a season to be jolly but yet i dont feel jolly at all..i feel bleh~~ its good that i dont have to think about school for a while..NOT!!i have class to attend to and have to start studying for my AS in june..sigh~my life~how miserable..

Anyway..im gonna have my driving exam this thursday..im practically freaked out,hopefully i passed it and get my car..just totally the one thing i look forward to..

Im going double dating with lisah and wafi tomorrow,im just so happy for lisah!!!and i just cant wait to go out tomorrow and witness their first date..i feel like a mother watching her daughter on her first day of school..haha..

Lastly i wanna thank my friends who are so concerned about me..im trying my nest to cope with things right now..vien like you,i chose to be in denial..and im really sorry for not being there for you to rant on or anything..feel free to join my bubble and we can talk..

Shin..thank you so so much for calling me the other night..i so needed to tell you everything and my confessions..hahaha..thanks for being there..

HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE AND TO MY BELOVED UKIANS HAPPY EASTER!!

Dejavu

How is it possible when things are at the peak of perfection,you fall all the way down again?i till this day cannot understand why..i have been living in a bubble lately,mostly under depression..its hard when someone takes a good thing away from you..im trying my best to make ends meet..struggling really hard..i wonder if its all worth it to be in so much pain when all this time i ask for so little..

i wonder if its so hard to seek comfort and be loved?will things ever be the same again?im still wondering..

i would like to thank the lovers for the advice and comfort..shin,vien and lisah..thank u guys for listening to me rant..

i think this post is just so crap but whatever..

im out..

picturessss~~

Update Update =p

Im totally updating this blog for the sake of effie and vivien yap!!hahaha..yea ba,I know you people are just so interested in my life..lol..just kidding..i think I haven’t blog in like more than a month now,but here I am now blogging..

I have been really busy,cant believe how hectic was my schedule..i have afternoon class almost everyday except for Monday..Friday and Sunday are just a bonus..sigh~life of the pre-u two..it was test week two weeks ago,I think I did pretty good for myself..lalala..

I had lots of driving too,I predict I can drive by the march!!whee~my dad so need to get me a car..there is no way im driving his prado which is MANUALLLL!!!!i never wanna see another manual car in my life ever again..thank god for albert who drives me to everywhere..

Im so sad that Chinese new yea ended,it seemed so short,don’t you agree??i was gambling like crazy..went to albert’s house and gamble like a mad person with his sis friends (ONG KUO CHENG,I WILL GET YOU WHEN YOU GET BACK!!!!!) and then there was my open house,where a lot of people came but they didn’t stay to gamble with me,right EFFIE??hahaha..you people left so early..im so hurt laaa…lol..but then there’s albert’s friends there and they stayed till very late..haha..so im quite happy..towards the end it was just me,albert and Jeremy gambling after two of his friends left,sad aint it??hahaha..but I was very happy to see wanshi before she left..thankds girl for coming..and I miss ONG HUOY SHIN and VIVIEN YAP during this period...lol

Valentine’s day just passed by like any other day,didn’t even do anything special..im just kidding..went to watch movie yesterday..kungfu dunk is a lame movie,very funny..hahaha..and I ate so so much..food is like my best friend right now..lol..

Anyway..thats it for the day..will post up some pictures for you all to see..=)

Vien and effie-im still here,no time to blog waa..im sorryyyyy~~hehe

ooops! i did it again..

i understand that i havent blog in ages ages ages..i think the last time i blogged was about a month ago,hoildays are over,school has started,nothing new in school except that i will be loaded with more work work work..i can feel te stress of it all already..thankfully its my last year of school but its also the most important year for me,no more fooling around..

hmm..i had a wonderful christmas in kk with my cousins,we hanged out and had lots of fun and laughter,food and drinks..i miss them so much already,cant wait to see them again..its funny how we grew up together,know everything about each other and only see each other once a year..im blessed that we're still as close as ever..they are like another version of sisters i never had..

I had a wonderful new year as well..did not spend it with my family as i should which i feel very bad about,instead i spent it with my loved one,Mr shim!!he brought me to ilotus for dinner,it was really yummy and fancy..then we went to coffeezone to countdown,i had an amazing time..thanks so much for making this happen..i was even more overjoyed when shin called me all the way from uk just to greet me..it was, i can say the best night of my life..hahaha

I have yet to make my new year resolutions,each time i make them,i dont seem to follow them,so i shall just go with the flow..i wont be as lazy as before..hahaha..who would believe me??im like one of the laziest person in the world..

other than that,i have been playing badminton with albert and his friends,it was quite fun,enjoyed myself..lol..kinda got hooked on to that sport right now..cant waity to play squash with lisah them all..

Ohh~me lisah and jingling escaped from school yesterday to go buyt bread..hahaha..it was the first time i did that and it was quite nice in a way..we escaped due to this islamic uni talk..we dont need to listen to that,so we went to mum's cruising around in jingling's car..hahaha

ciao..
=)

lack of updates

i havent blog in ages,i think i totally forgot my blog existed..have been living in a bubble since my last day of exams,my parents rewarded me with a trip to spore and i just came back laat week,what else can you do in spore?shop and eat till i drop..gain some fats but who's counting?this is actually the first time i went away with my parents and enjoyed myself so so much,it seems as if my parent and i became buddies,had so much fun with them..thanks mum and dad for the wonderful trips and goodies that i have..

And i finally went and register my L licence which took ages..seriously people work so slow over there..cant wait to get my hans behind the wheels..lol..but for now im happy to have people driving me around..hahaha..

Christmas is just around the corner and i have no plans at all..might be spending this christmas with my cousins in kk or albert..whichever comes in my way..

Alright will stop blogging now..blog again next time..lol

The big 1-8 =p

I have turned 18..my first step to adulthood..it feels no different than any of my other birthdays except like what most of my friends said,im now legal to do a lot of things and most important of all,I can finally have the key to my car and my freedom =) on this special day,I spent it with my loved ones,the only sad thing was that my best friends from uk were not there to share my wonderful day with me =(

4th November

Spent the day with Albert,it seems like any other ordinary date,we watched a movie and grab a bite to eat at swensens,he everything that would make me happy..after our movie,he brought me to Empire beach..there was actually a little private beach there,it’s a small beach but still breathtaking nevertheless..we watched the sunset together..that was the most wonderful day of my life,he made me feel very special =)

5th November

Today was my day..i wanna thank Miss Lisah for making my day..she went through a lot of trouble to make reservations at excapade and inviting friends along,I can never thank her enough..The people who spent my birthday with me were Daus,Zainul,Wilson,Ivan,Jingling and Lisah..it was quite unexpecting for me..thanx for the gifts you guys,very nice =) then we went to watch 30 days of night!!it was an ok movie,kinda stupid to begin with but it was alright..hahaha..after the movie,me.jingling,lisah and daus went to swensens for some gossip..lol..

At night,I had dinner with my parents at rizqun..its quite yummy,enjoyed it very much..had fun talking with my parents and I thank them so much for everything they have ever done for me..

Ahh~the perks of turning 18..time just fly by so fast,so far God have treated me with so much blessing in my life..i have an amazing boyfriend,wonderful friends and also loving parents and family..what more could I ask for?alas I know good things don’t always last but im grateful for everything and every sweet moment in my life..

Lastly,I wanna thank all my friends who have greeted me and remembering my birthday..i really do appreciate it..=)