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"Our Song"

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone in the front seat of his car
He's got a one-hand feel on the steering wheel
The other on my heart
I look around, turn the radio down
He says baby is something wrong?
I say nothing I was just thinking how we don't have a song
And he says...

Our song is the slamming screen door,
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
Cause it's late and your mama don't know
Our song is the way you laugh
The first date "man, I didn't kiss her, and I should have"
And when I got home ... before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again

I was walking up the front porch steps after everything that day
Had gone all wrong and been trampled on
And lost and thrown away
Got to the hallway, well on my way to my lovin' bed
I almost didn't notice all the roses
And the note that said...

I've heard every album, listened to the radio
Waited for something to come along
That was as good as our song...

Cause our song is the slamming screen door
Sneaking out late, tapping on his window
When we're on the phone and he talks real slow
Cause it's late and his mama don't know
Our song is the way he laughs
The first date "man, I didn't kiss him, and I should have"
And when I got home, before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone
In the front seat of his car
I grabbed a pen and an old napkin
And I wrote down our song

boo~

hello people!!!!im sorry for not replying all the tags you people gave,really appreciate it!!anyway..the reason why i havent been blogging is cos my internet is being such a pain in the ass..hahaha..have been persuading my mum for a laptop but i guess my persuading skills are really bad cos my mum so did not fall for my excuses..but she said she would buy me a really good one next year..hehehe..

OHHH!!!in case you're wondering,I HAVE OFFICIALLY GOT MY LICENSE PEOPLE!!!so yessssss..im quite proud of myself really..i mean i thought i was gonna fail it but nooo..and its all thanx to my teacher who kept encouraging me and giving me courage!!!and also not to mention help me in my parking during the exam if not i would have failed miserably..but all that sadness aside now,im just waiting for my car!!!god i just cant wait..

Im more stress than ever now that school has reopened,its sort of a test week..which is sad..no more relaxing for me..and then my june timetable came out..it seems pretty ok but yea sort of freaking out right now..i just submitted my november form just now,thats even scarier..think about it,im finally graduating..lalala..

anyway..feeling abit emotional lately,its crazy,im like suffering from depression for nothing..i so hate pms!!hahaha..weird i know..

reply to tags~

rue: omg!!you read my blog,the penguin is here..btw i have gotten my licence,dare to sit in my car?

felicia: ooohhh..look who's here??im dissastified,im so going there to try it again..

till then..

Holiday~~

Im thanking God so so much now cos its the holidays,a season to be jolly but yet i dont feel jolly at all..i feel bleh~~ its good that i dont have to think about school for a while..NOT!!i have class to attend to and have to start studying for my AS in june..sigh~my life~how miserable..

Anyway..im gonna have my driving exam this thursday..im practically freaked out,hopefully i passed it and get my car..just totally the one thing i look forward to..

Im going double dating with lisah and wafi tomorrow,im just so happy for lisah!!!and i just cant wait to go out tomorrow and witness their first date..i feel like a mother watching her daughter on her first day of school..haha..

Lastly i wanna thank my friends who are so concerned about me..im trying my nest to cope with things right now..vien like you,i chose to be in denial..and im really sorry for not being there for you to rant on or anything..feel free to join my bubble and we can talk..

Shin..thank you so so much for calling me the other night..i so needed to tell you everything and my confessions..hahaha..thanks for being there..

HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE AND TO MY BELOVED UKIANS HAPPY EASTER!!

Dejavu

How is it possible when things are at the peak of perfection,you fall all the way down again?i till this day cannot understand why..i have been living in a bubble lately,mostly under depression..its hard when someone takes a good thing away from you..im trying my best to make ends meet..struggling really hard..i wonder if its all worth it to be in so much pain when all this time i ask for so little..

i wonder if its so hard to seek comfort and be loved?will things ever be the same again?im still wondering..

i would like to thank the lovers for the advice and comfort..shin,vien and lisah..thank u guys for listening to me rant..

i think this post is just so crap but whatever..

im out..

picturessss~~

Update Update =p

Im totally updating this blog for the sake of effie and vivien yap!!hahaha..yea ba,I know you people are just so interested in my life..lol..just kidding..i think I haven’t blog in like more than a month now,but here I am now blogging..

I have been really busy,cant believe how hectic was my schedule..i have afternoon class almost everyday except for Monday..Friday and Sunday are just a bonus..sigh~life of the pre-u two..it was test week two weeks ago,I think I did pretty good for myself..lalala..

I had lots of driving too,I predict I can drive by the march!!whee~my dad so need to get me a car..there is no way im driving his prado which is MANUALLLL!!!!i never wanna see another manual car in my life ever again..thank god for albert who drives me to everywhere..

Im so sad that Chinese new yea ended,it seemed so short,don’t you agree??i was gambling like crazy..went to albert’s house and gamble like a mad person with his sis friends (ONG KUO CHENG,I WILL GET YOU WHEN YOU GET BACK!!!!!) and then there was my open house,where a lot of people came but they didn’t stay to gamble with me,right EFFIE??hahaha..you people left so early..im so hurt laaa…lol..but then there’s albert’s friends there and they stayed till very late..haha..so im quite happy..towards the end it was just me,albert and Jeremy gambling after two of his friends left,sad aint it??hahaha..but I was very happy to see wanshi before she left..thankds girl for coming..and I miss ONG HUOY SHIN and VIVIEN YAP during this period...lol

Valentine’s day just passed by like any other day,didn’t even do anything special..im just kidding..went to watch movie yesterday..kungfu dunk is a lame movie,very funny..hahaha..and I ate so so much..food is like my best friend right now..lol..

Anyway..thats it for the day..will post up some pictures for you all to see..=)

Vien and effie-im still here,no time to blog waa..im sorryyyyy~~hehe

ooops! i did it again..

i understand that i havent blog in ages ages ages..i think the last time i blogged was about a month ago,hoildays are over,school has started,nothing new in school except that i will be loaded with more work work work..i can feel te stress of it all already..thankfully its my last year of school but its also the most important year for me,no more fooling around..

hmm..i had a wonderful christmas in kk with my cousins,we hanged out and had lots of fun and laughter,food and drinks..i miss them so much already,cant wait to see them again..its funny how we grew up together,know everything about each other and only see each other once a year..im blessed that we're still as close as ever..they are like another version of sisters i never had..

I had a wonderful new year as well..did not spend it with my family as i should which i feel very bad about,instead i spent it with my loved one,Mr shim!!he brought me to ilotus for dinner,it was really yummy and fancy..then we went to coffeezone to countdown,i had an amazing time..thanks so much for making this happen..i was even more overjoyed when shin called me all the way from uk just to greet me..it was, i can say the best night of my life..hahaha

I have yet to make my new year resolutions,each time i make them,i dont seem to follow them,so i shall just go with the flow..i wont be as lazy as before..hahaha..who would believe me??im like one of the laziest person in the world..

other than that,i have been playing badminton with albert and his friends,it was quite fun,enjoyed myself..lol..kinda got hooked on to that sport right now..cant waity to play squash with lisah them all..

Ohh~me lisah and jingling escaped from school yesterday to go buyt bread..hahaha..it was the first time i did that and it was quite nice in a way..we escaped due to this islamic uni talk..we dont need to listen to that,so we went to mum's cruising around in jingling's car..hahaha

ciao..
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