The big 1-8 =p

I have turned 18..my first step to adulthood..it feels no different than any of my other birthdays except like what most of my friends said,im now legal to do a lot of things and most important of all,I can finally have the key to my car and my freedom =) on this special day,I spent it with my loved ones,the only sad thing was that my best friends from uk were not there to share my wonderful day with me =(

4th November

Spent the day with Albert,it seems like any other ordinary date,we watched a movie and grab a bite to eat at swensens,he everything that would make me happy..after our movie,he brought me to Empire beach..there was actually a little private beach there,it’s a small beach but still breathtaking nevertheless..we watched the sunset together..that was the most wonderful day of my life,he made me feel very special =)

5th November

Today was my day..i wanna thank Miss Lisah for making my day..she went through a lot of trouble to make reservations at excapade and inviting friends along,I can never thank her enough..The people who spent my birthday with me were Daus,Zainul,Wilson,Ivan,Jingling and Lisah..it was quite unexpecting for me..thanx for the gifts you guys,very nice =) then we went to watch 30 days of night!!it was an ok movie,kinda stupid to begin with but it was alright..hahaha..after the movie,me.jingling,lisah and daus went to swensens for some gossip..lol..

At night,I had dinner with my parents at rizqun..its quite yummy,enjoyed it very much..had fun talking with my parents and I thank them so much for everything they have ever done for me..

Ahh~the perks of turning 18..time just fly by so fast,so far God have treated me with so much blessing in my life..i have an amazing boyfriend,wonderful friends and also loving parents and family..what more could I ask for?alas I know good things don’t always last but im grateful for everything and every sweet moment in my life..

Lastly,I wanna thank all my friends who have greeted me and remembering my birthday..i really do appreciate it..=)

Halloween~

Happy Halloween everyone!!!though we all dont celebrate this here,but hopefully everyone have a great day..such a waste that we dont get to celebrate it,we miss the chance to dress up as someone else..lol..who would you want to be?

Anyway,today was my stats exam,so far my exams are ok,some good and some im not so happy about..its hard trying not to think of my grades,its such a pain having to wait till next year..i still have my last exam which is on the 21st november,my chem paper 1..its still very far away so im gonna take this time and relax for a bit..i just pray that my grades are up to my expectations =)

Have been watching tv the whole day today~have nothing better to do at all,i didnt mind..its been ages since i have sat in front of the tv all day long..hahaha..need to go gym or play some squash soon..any volunteers?Lisah~i know you would be the first to sat yes..i need to go out soon,wanna go catch a movie,have been dying to watch stardust,heard some pretty good comments about it..

I miss my girls,i have so muct to tell,so much to ask.. =(

Shin~hope you received my msg =S if you didnt tag me!!haha..and i miss you lots..

Vien~girl where have you been??we need tot alk soon..update me..lol..miss you also

Cheahong~love,we need to go out real soon,yes??im working on it..haha..maybe on my big day..lol..any ideas??haha

Vuina mei~i miss you loads,we need to talk asap..we can have another one of those great conversations in swensons?

alright~till then people..ciao~

Growing pains~

Here i am blogging when i should be revising for my studies..have been revising endlessly through the night for hours and hours and yet i feel as if it isnt enough and i could do better somehow..deep down i know i have tried my best to do all that i can,yet i feel that my grades would not be up to my expectations somehow..i fear the disappointment in myself,and also the disappointment in my parents..as much as my parents dont pressure me,i felt very pressurized to do my best and not let them down,i feel as if i keep letting them down..i prayed hard that my results would bring me and my parents joy and relief instead of grief and anger..

More on the bright side,im finally going to turn 18 in about two weeks time..dont really feel anything at the moment..im just very thankful to have loving parents and friends by my side..the joy of growing up,kinda wish im a little girl again,where my only stress would be tv time and food,as i grow older i begin to understand who i am and how much my parents have done for me all these years..im forever grateful..

Time to go back to my revision..ciao~

One of those days

Had my maths exam yesterday,it was not too bad,could answer most of the questions and some were a lil too tough for me not to mention i made a few stupid stupid mistakes..but hopefully im still getting an A grade..

My chemistry prac was not so well,but i guess i managed it..im not hoping so much for that..im not even confident with any of my exams..making myself really stressed out..

Anyway..happy belated birthday to PINGU-RUE on the 15th of october and also a happy advanced birthday to FELICIA SOON on the 19th of october..all the best in your lives and may all your wishes come true..

This is a short post as i have to get back to my studies of chemistry which is making me very sleepy..need a breather~someone save me..thankfully it will be over real soon..praying real hard that i didnt do so bad for my exams..

And last but not least,a little something that brightens up my day....

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My first picture post..lol

me and my girls~miss you guys so much.. =(

Hari Raya~

Again I apologise for not blogging in ages..i know it’s the holidays and everything but my exam is just 2days away,have been revising like a mad person..ok that was not entirely true but still,I kinda have to prepare myself and stuff like that..like not getting nervous,remembering my formulae,etc etc..

Anyway~ SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all my friends,I wish you all have a very nice raya and happy raya-ing and eating great food..i cant wait to eat some myself..lol..thats why im looking forward to raya,tis all the good food,so tempting..lol

I have this new place to introduce..ok its not exactly new but it is to me..just started going there..its taurean café, a new one at gadong,it’s a really beautiful place,very nicely furnished..just went there yesterday with albert..the food is great and cheap too..cant wait to go there again..

Nothing much happened recently,have been at home most of the time,no time to catch a movie too..have been dying to watch some of the movies but I have no money and im grounding myself..i guess I’ll enjoy myself when my exams are over..exams are so stressful,cant stop thinking about it,its just scary..lol..

My dad left for kk today with his friends..no more driver to bring me and my mum around for the next two days..i can bear with that..lol..hopefully my dad enjoys himself there and buys me stuff..lol..my mum came back from Thailand last two weeks and bought many many things for me..i love my mum to the maxxx..hahaha

Ok I guess I’ll stop blogging for now..need to continue with my revision..

Toodles~

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Ps..im so annoyed that I cant post taggies on my friends blog..my computer is so useless right now..sad~~ =( sorry shin and vien if I haven’t tag your blogs..

Stress Stress~~

Sorry for not keeping my blog updated..have been so busy like hell..teachers have been loading me with work and more work..believe it or not i have to sit down and do my work every night now..lol..i used to be such a lazybum but oh well,cant do that now..

Msn is still crazy,i still hate it..its causing so much problems to my computer,but im sure it will be ok soon..im gonna get skype..huhuhu~gonna wait for albert to do it for me..whee~~the only thing i look forward to now is my 3day holiday..i know right??a 3day holiday sounds like heaven right now..an relax for a day i guess..then its back to more work..sad life~

My mummy is currently in thailand right now,she went on a holiday trip with her friends for 5days..i miss her already,was sad when she left but she promised to buy me lotsa goodies =P which im really looking forward to..i hope she enjoys herself there..

The weather have been a lil crazy lately,for the past two days there have been heavy rain,real heavy then it stopped to be sunny again..weird~~ typical brunei weather?i think not..

anyway i miss my girls in uk talk to you guys soon..happy belated mooncake festival everyone..

I've been dying to play some squash lately but no time to..oh wll~will wait till my exams areover and go drag lisah to play with me..lol