Halloween~

Happy Halloween everyone!!!though we all dont celebrate this here,but hopefully everyone have a great day..such a waste that we dont get to celebrate it,we miss the chance to dress up as someone else..lol..who would you want to be?

Anyway,today was my stats exam,so far my exams are ok,some good and some im not so happy about..its hard trying not to think of my grades,its such a pain having to wait till next year..i still have my last exam which is on the 21st november,my chem paper 1..its still very far away so im gonna take this time and relax for a bit..i just pray that my grades are up to my expectations =)

Have been watching tv the whole day today~have nothing better to do at all,i didnt mind..its been ages since i have sat in front of the tv all day long..hahaha..need to go gym or play some squash soon..any volunteers?Lisah~i know you would be the first to sat yes..i need to go out soon,wanna go catch a movie,have been dying to watch stardust,heard some pretty good comments about it..

I miss my girls,i have so muct to tell,so much to ask.. =(

Shin~hope you received my msg =S if you didnt tag me!!haha..and i miss you lots..

Vien~girl where have you been??we need tot alk soon..update me..lol..miss you also

Cheahong~love,we need to go out real soon,yes??im working on it..haha..maybe on my big day..lol..any ideas??haha

Vuina mei~i miss you loads,we need to talk asap..we can have another one of those great conversations in swensons?

alright~till then people..ciao~

Growing pains~

Here i am blogging when i should be revising for my studies..have been revising endlessly through the night for hours and hours and yet i feel as if it isnt enough and i could do better somehow..deep down i know i have tried my best to do all that i can,yet i feel that my grades would not be up to my expectations somehow..i fear the disappointment in myself,and also the disappointment in my parents..as much as my parents dont pressure me,i felt very pressurized to do my best and not let them down,i feel as if i keep letting them down..i prayed hard that my results would bring me and my parents joy and relief instead of grief and anger..

More on the bright side,im finally going to turn 18 in about two weeks time..dont really feel anything at the moment..im just very thankful to have loving parents and friends by my side..the joy of growing up,kinda wish im a little girl again,where my only stress would be tv time and food,as i grow older i begin to understand who i am and how much my parents have done for me all these years..im forever grateful..

Time to go back to my revision..ciao~

One of those days

Had my maths exam yesterday,it was not too bad,could answer most of the questions and some were a lil too tough for me not to mention i made a few stupid stupid mistakes..but hopefully im still getting an A grade..

My chemistry prac was not so well,but i guess i managed it..im not hoping so much for that..im not even confident with any of my exams..making myself really stressed out..

Anyway..happy belated birthday to PINGU-RUE on the 15th of october and also a happy advanced birthday to FELICIA SOON on the 19th of october..all the best in your lives and may all your wishes come true..

This is a short post as i have to get back to my studies of chemistry which is making me very sleepy..need a breather~someone save me..thankfully it will be over real soon..praying real hard that i didnt do so bad for my exams..

And last but not least,a little something that brightens up my day....

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My first picture post..lol

me and my girls~miss you guys so much.. =(

Hari Raya~

Again I apologise for not blogging in ages..i know it’s the holidays and everything but my exam is just 2days away,have been revising like a mad person..ok that was not entirely true but still,I kinda have to prepare myself and stuff like that..like not getting nervous,remembering my formulae,etc etc..

Anyway~ SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all my friends,I wish you all have a very nice raya and happy raya-ing and eating great food..i cant wait to eat some myself..lol..thats why im looking forward to raya,tis all the good food,so tempting..lol

I have this new place to introduce..ok its not exactly new but it is to me..just started going there..its taurean café, a new one at gadong,it’s a really beautiful place,very nicely furnished..just went there yesterday with albert..the food is great and cheap too..cant wait to go there again..

Nothing much happened recently,have been at home most of the time,no time to catch a movie too..have been dying to watch some of the movies but I have no money and im grounding myself..i guess I’ll enjoy myself when my exams are over..exams are so stressful,cant stop thinking about it,its just scary..lol..

My dad left for kk today with his friends..no more driver to bring me and my mum around for the next two days..i can bear with that..lol..hopefully my dad enjoys himself there and buys me stuff..lol..my mum came back from Thailand last two weeks and bought many many things for me..i love my mum to the maxxx..hahaha

Ok I guess I’ll stop blogging for now..need to continue with my revision..

Toodles~

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Ps..im so annoyed that I cant post taggies on my friends blog..my computer is so useless right now..sad~~ =( sorry shin and vien if I haven’t tag your blogs..