FREEDOM~~

OMGGGGGG!!! I AM FREE FROM ALL EXAMS!! ITS ALL OVERRRRRR!!!

*jumps for joy*

And yes i have finally come back to blogging after so so long!!!Will be blogging on a daily basis now =)

A long post =)

Wow..i think i havent blogged for two months now!!So much have been going on that i just dont have the time to blog at all and yea not to mention that i dont feel like blogging..

Today was the last day of my exams!!yay for me!!my results are gonna suck big time though..NEVER BELIEVE A TEACHER WHEN THEY SAY THE PAPER IS EASY!!!they all lie!!!!
What to do!!and then at the end of the exam they dare ask how was the paper some more!!being a teacher is that easy huh?can torture their students during exam!!ahhh well..i cant believe im gonna graduate in a few months, i cant wait!!

Anyway,i miss this one person terribly!!he left about two weeks ago!!cant wait till he comes back!!sigh~its never easy..i do appreciate those people who have tried to cheer me up when im being emoooooo and sad and depressed..hahaha..mostly emo laa..

Lisah - Thanx for cheering me up and help me through all that,i know you are not a cheesy person and you wouldnt cheer me up with comforting words but somehow you just did and i really appreciate all that you and wafi have done for me!!

Fadhil - You surprisingly cheered me up too when i was feeling emo!!you told me a secret to cheer me up,thanx fadhil!!such a good friend =) peace

CheaHong - Thanx for all those comforting hugs you gave me during shin's bday, and trying to comfort me and caring for me..loveee you..

Vien yap - yes i saw the pictures and the words!!!it was really sweet of you!!im so shocked and touched at the same time..thanx for helping through those rough times and comforting words and all that gossip..hahaha..

Shin - i wouldnt forget you, you gave me advice on how to handle all these and i really appreciate it as well..hugssss

Jememo - lol!!!wonder if anyone know who you are,you are here because you are MEAN!!!but you did try to cheer me up too by being mean and emo!!hahaha..and listening to me whineeee..lol

Abert Shim - i know that im not the only one who is suffering here, you are still here for me despite being so far away and for that im really grateful and blessed that we are still together and making things work for us.. <333

There i think i havent miss out anyone!!if i do im really sorry..hehe..do tell me though so i can include you too!!!

okay need to go have my dinner..actually i dont think this post is very long..ahh well..will go update again next time..

Another Late Night

Omg..my holidays are gonna end in like a few days,im so sad,why cant our holidays be longer??ahh well..havent even done any of my work yet,only accounting though..all i've been doing this holiday is rot at home and go out with albert to eat eat eat and watch movies and hang out with his friends..my dad complain i go out too much ut i dont think its enough..hahaha

This was a good holiday..but after holiday,all my ukians friends will be back and we can go out and have fun but on the down side, albert will be leaving very soon,latest by 16th july..not looking forward to that..hence we spwnd lotsa time with each other now..hahaha..

I just finished watchin a movie,watched wanted,didnt really get what the movie was about except that there were alot of blood and dead people..hahaha..so im erasing that horrible image in a cafe with my hot chocolate and blogging..hahaha..

Anyway,gotta go,need to eat my food..lol..blog later..bye bye

OMG!!!! ITS TIME TO PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!

First of all,happy holidays!!after all the torture from teachers and exams i finally have my break for two whole weeks!!!yipeeee..i plan to be a hermit at home and sleep my holiday away until i find something better to do,like mr happy bringing me out to eat and stuff like that..i miss going shopping with my girls, cant wait to go shopping with you guys..

One more thing i wanna clear up to dao,i got you selipar for your birthday already,stop pestering me for pineapples,its just not going to happen ok dao??get that in to your head..

Anyway..exams are soooo over,and i just dont wanna think about it anymore,the stress is pretty overwhelming..hahaha..gonna just enjoy myself t the max..last day of school,me and lisah went a little crazy and wild..it was a blast though..

will blog more later..toodles!!

taggies!!
sue: Omg my big eyes friend,i cant believe you tracked me down,you missed me that much huh??aww..its ok..hahahahahha

Shin: hey if im old then you are too,you are so not as young as you used to be..lol

Vien: Omg,i missed our phone calls man,i guess we are busy with exams and everything..cant wait till you are back..hugs

happy birthday to my mr happy

Today is my mr happy's birthday,we are gonna go out for dinner tonight,but we are hanging out at cheesebox now,its like currently my favourite place to eat..the food here is quitegood,shin if you are back im bringing you here to eat..hahahaha

Anyway it was Daus's birthday yesterday too..happy belated dao,you are an old little man now,got him a pair of flip flops with lisah..it ahs messages written all over it which is like the coolest..only that he wouldnt wear it,he insisted on framing it..

And my car is finally here,it is like love at first sight,i have yet to decorate my car yet,drove it for a while only cos my dad wanna go polish and wax it..lol..albert has been giving me lotsa driving lssons to help me improve..wanted to take the picture of my car but then i was too lazy to do it..hahaha

My last exam is on thursday..thank god!!!!!!!!!!i so cant wait till the holidays cos im gonna be a hermit at home for two weks and watch my xoxo goosip girl..muahahahaha..

OK till then..ciao people,pictures next time.. :)

loving life

Hahaha..life is so good right noww,ok laa,not super duper good but yea its still good..im getting my car at the end of the month..according to my dad the car is in the washing right now..hahaha..i guess my dad wanted it to come home shining..lol

Just had my pure maths exam yesterday,it was ok,do-able,im not gonna complain much except the time just wasnt enough..hahaha..but i did manage to finish it i guess..anyway,dont wanna think about it anymore,its time to move on to the next exam which is on the 30th..im having chem and stats on the same day..it would be such a stressful week for me..i guess life is just good today..

My maid is finally coming back tomorrow!!!!God im like so so relieved that she is coming back,i would leave all the chores for her to do again and my mum dont have to do so much anymore..she is sick right now and im quite worried for her,i try to help her as much as i can but it would be much easier when my maid comes home..definitely lookinf forward to that =)

And my girls are coming home soon,im so looking forward to their return,have so much to do and so much to say to them..its been like almost a year since i've seen them esp shin and vien,i miss you girls terribly..

ciao friends~

i hate everyone =)

Some stupid chick in the checkout line
Was paying for beer with nickels and dimes
And some old man who clipped coupons
Had argued whenever they wouldn't take one
All I wanted to was buy some cigarettes
But I couldn't take it anymore so I left

I hate everyone

All the people on the street, I hate you all
And the people that I meet, I hate you all
And the people that I know, I hate you all
And the people that I don't, I hate you all
Oh, I hate you all

Some fucking asshole just cut me off
And gave me the finger when I fucking honked
Then he proceeded to put on the brakes
He slammed on the brakes, but I made a mistake
When I climbed out of my van he was waiting
But he was six three and two hundred pounds of Satan

I hate everyone

All the people on the street, I hate you all
And the people that I meet, I hate you all
And the people that I know, I hate you all
And the people that I don't, I hate you all
Oh, I hate you all

I bet you think I'm kidding
But I promise you its true
I hate most everybody
But most of all I hate
Oh, I hate you

All the people on the street, I hate you all
And the people that I meet, I hate you all
And the people that I know, I hate you all
And the people that I don't, I hate you all
And the people in the east, I hate you all
And the people I hate least, I hate you all
And the people in the west, I hate you all
And the people I like best, I hate you all
Oh, I hate you all

Lol i know that this song lyrics seem very emotional to you but surprisingly when you
listen to it,it quite nice,not as emo as it sounds..is quite a cute song actually..highly
recommended by me..i like addicted o this song now..hahahaha..im not being emo or anything,
albert introduced this song to me..hahaha <333

this song is called 'i hate everyone' and its sang by Get Set Go..if you are interested you
can go check it out on youtube..the videoclip is funny too..

Enjoy~~

=)

Part time nerd

yes,vien i know its may already,here i am blogging again..exams are here,just had my practical yesterday,it was actually better for me compared to last year..im actually quite happy about it.. life is great at the moment,my boy just finished his exams and so he is very free now..he is always over here to keep me company..so nice of him..

the next thing that i look forward to is my maid coming back next week..i've been doing my chores for 3months now and im glad that i dont have to do my chores any longer..i know i know,it seems very lazy to you..hahaha..what to do??i am a lazy person to begin with..lol

My upcoming exam is pure maths and chem and stats..so not looking forward to that but i've been working hard for it so i hope all my hard work would pay off..its quite hard to balance school work and exams at the same time..its actually quite stressful but im trying to cope with it..lol

i miss going to the movies,there are so many movies that i wanna watch but i cant watch it due to exams..saaaadddd~~cant wait till exms are over..hahaha..wanna go pamper myself as soon as possible..lol..

there are so much dramas going on in school which is quie sickening actually to to be honest..i think thee people should really just grow up and get over it..i mean they are like what 17 or 18 now??i seriously dunno what is there to fight about..coming from such a small thing too..sometimes people are just so over dramatic..its sad how they try to involve other people into their problems nad hurt their feelings to get at each other..sad isnt it??that would give you something to think about..

ciao lovers =)

good luck for your exams people!!!!

here i am agan~

Exams are coming, stress are piling up, presure's high,everthing is getting too much for me to handle..but here i am blogging and having a nice double chocolate milkshake!!!that is soo soothing and relaxing dont you think so??

That's all thanx to albert for doing evrything possible to make me happy which im really grateful for despite our very busy schedules (he's more busy though cos he has lotsa assignments and presentations to do)

Watched the forbidden kingdom with my parents last night,it wasnt too bad,it was just like any typical kungfu movie except that people watch it because of jackie chan and jet li..i nearly fell asleep in the movie except that i dont fall asleep easily unless its on my comfy bed..o had no choice but to keep my eyes open..thank god there were ome funny scenes..

Anyway,pretty stressed out at the moment,have so much work to do,have so much dramas to avoid..so now gotta go finish up my gp..

adious~

effie- yep i like taylor swift!!!very nice her songs...

=)

"Our Song"

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone in the front seat of his car
He's got a one-hand feel on the steering wheel
The other on my heart
I look around, turn the radio down
He says baby is something wrong?
I say nothing I was just thinking how we don't have a song
And he says...

Our song is the slamming screen door,
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
Cause it's late and your mama don't know
Our song is the way you laugh
The first date "man, I didn't kiss her, and I should have"
And when I got home ... before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again

I was walking up the front porch steps after everything that day
Had gone all wrong and been trampled on
And lost and thrown away
Got to the hallway, well on my way to my lovin' bed
I almost didn't notice all the roses
And the note that said...

I've heard every album, listened to the radio
Waited for something to come along
That was as good as our song...

Cause our song is the slamming screen door
Sneaking out late, tapping on his window
When we're on the phone and he talks real slow
Cause it's late and his mama don't know
Our song is the way he laughs
The first date "man, I didn't kiss him, and I should have"
And when I got home, before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone
In the front seat of his car
I grabbed a pen and an old napkin
And I wrote down our song

boo~

hello people!!!!im sorry for not replying all the tags you people gave,really appreciate it!!anyway..the reason why i havent been blogging is cos my internet is being such a pain in the ass..hahaha..have been persuading my mum for a laptop but i guess my persuading skills are really bad cos my mum so did not fall for my excuses..but she said she would buy me a really good one next year..hehehe..

OHHH!!!in case you're wondering,I HAVE OFFICIALLY GOT MY LICENSE PEOPLE!!!so yessssss..im quite proud of myself really..i mean i thought i was gonna fail it but nooo..and its all thanx to my teacher who kept encouraging me and giving me courage!!!and also not to mention help me in my parking during the exam if not i would have failed miserably..but all that sadness aside now,im just waiting for my car!!!god i just cant wait..

Im more stress than ever now that school has reopened,its sort of a test week..which is sad..no more relaxing for me..and then my june timetable came out..it seems pretty ok but yea sort of freaking out right now..i just submitted my november form just now,thats even scarier..think about it,im finally graduating..lalala..

anyway..feeling abit emotional lately,its crazy,im like suffering from depression for nothing..i so hate pms!!hahaha..weird i know..

reply to tags~

rue: omg!!you read my blog,the penguin is here..btw i have gotten my licence,dare to sit in my car?

felicia: ooohhh..look who's here??im dissastified,im so going there to try it again..

till then..

Holiday~~

Im thanking God so so much now cos its the holidays,a season to be jolly but yet i dont feel jolly at all..i feel bleh~~ its good that i dont have to think about school for a while..NOT!!i have class to attend to and have to start studying for my AS in june..sigh~my life~how miserable..

Anyway..im gonna have my driving exam this thursday..im practically freaked out,hopefully i passed it and get my car..just totally the one thing i look forward to..

Im going double dating with lisah and wafi tomorrow,im just so happy for lisah!!!and i just cant wait to go out tomorrow and witness their first date..i feel like a mother watching her daughter on her first day of school..haha..

Lastly i wanna thank my friends who are so concerned about me..im trying my nest to cope with things right now..vien like you,i chose to be in denial..and im really sorry for not being there for you to rant on or anything..feel free to join my bubble and we can talk..

Shin..thank you so so much for calling me the other night..i so needed to tell you everything and my confessions..hahaha..thanks for being there..

HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE AND TO MY BELOVED UKIANS HAPPY EASTER!!

Dejavu

How is it possible when things are at the peak of perfection,you fall all the way down again?i till this day cannot understand why..i have been living in a bubble lately,mostly under depression..its hard when someone takes a good thing away from you..im trying my best to make ends meet..struggling really hard..i wonder if its all worth it to be in so much pain when all this time i ask for so little..

i wonder if its so hard to seek comfort and be loved?will things ever be the same again?im still wondering..

i would like to thank the lovers for the advice and comfort..shin,vien and lisah..thank u guys for listening to me rant..

i think this post is just so crap but whatever..

im out..

picturessss~~

Update Update =p

Im totally updating this blog for the sake of effie and vivien yap!!hahaha..yea ba,I know you people are just so interested in my life..lol..just kidding..i think I haven’t blog in like more than a month now,but here I am now blogging..

I have been really busy,cant believe how hectic was my schedule..i have afternoon class almost everyday except for Monday..Friday and Sunday are just a bonus..sigh~life of the pre-u two..it was test week two weeks ago,I think I did pretty good for myself..lalala..

I had lots of driving too,I predict I can drive by the march!!whee~my dad so need to get me a car..there is no way im driving his prado which is MANUALLLL!!!!i never wanna see another manual car in my life ever again..thank god for albert who drives me to everywhere..

Im so sad that Chinese new yea ended,it seemed so short,don’t you agree??i was gambling like crazy..went to albert’s house and gamble like a mad person with his sis friends (ONG KUO CHENG,I WILL GET YOU WHEN YOU GET BACK!!!!!) and then there was my open house,where a lot of people came but they didn’t stay to gamble with me,right EFFIE??hahaha..you people left so early..im so hurt laaa…lol..but then there’s albert’s friends there and they stayed till very late..haha..so im quite happy..towards the end it was just me,albert and Jeremy gambling after two of his friends left,sad aint it??hahaha..but I was very happy to see wanshi before she left..thankds girl for coming..and I miss ONG HUOY SHIN and VIVIEN YAP during this period...lol

Valentine’s day just passed by like any other day,didn’t even do anything special..im just kidding..went to watch movie yesterday..kungfu dunk is a lame movie,very funny..hahaha..and I ate so so much..food is like my best friend right now..lol..

Anyway..thats it for the day..will post up some pictures for you all to see..=)

Vien and effie-im still here,no time to blog waa..im sorryyyyy~~hehe

ooops! i did it again..

i understand that i havent blog in ages ages ages..i think the last time i blogged was about a month ago,hoildays are over,school has started,nothing new in school except that i will be loaded with more work work work..i can feel te stress of it all already..thankfully its my last year of school but its also the most important year for me,no more fooling around..

hmm..i had a wonderful christmas in kk with my cousins,we hanged out and had lots of fun and laughter,food and drinks..i miss them so much already,cant wait to see them again..its funny how we grew up together,know everything about each other and only see each other once a year..im blessed that we're still as close as ever..they are like another version of sisters i never had..

I had a wonderful new year as well..did not spend it with my family as i should which i feel very bad about,instead i spent it with my loved one,Mr shim!!he brought me to ilotus for dinner,it was really yummy and fancy..then we went to coffeezone to countdown,i had an amazing time..thanks so much for making this happen..i was even more overjoyed when shin called me all the way from uk just to greet me..it was, i can say the best night of my life..hahaha

I have yet to make my new year resolutions,each time i make them,i dont seem to follow them,so i shall just go with the flow..i wont be as lazy as before..hahaha..who would believe me??im like one of the laziest person in the world..

other than that,i have been playing badminton with albert and his friends,it was quite fun,enjoyed myself..lol..kinda got hooked on to that sport right now..cant waity to play squash with lisah them all..

Ohh~me lisah and jingling escaped from school yesterday to go buyt bread..hahaha..it was the first time i did that and it was quite nice in a way..we escaped due to this islamic uni talk..we dont need to listen to that,so we went to mum's cruising around in jingling's car..hahaha

ciao..
=)